just wait

green light,
a basic request.

resistance,
more lies.

I'm trying to kill something
trying to find an end
in this mess
where endings aren't
no more
an end
and
since the sky fell
I haven't been quite the same
and I have closed my eyes
still waiting
still waiting for...

A life, time.

A blinking light,

a flickering chance,

darkness, and

the madness of death.

Shortsighted.

The stopping.

Incomplete.

There is some thing

inside me

grinding.

A wheel

slowing down.

Our future once unraveled:

All possible endings
laid about
like carrots,
just pulled.

notable: tanks.
"what were tanks?"
nearly: alt.
"noticeably two."
narrow: anchor.
"the least active."

they will be with us on the night that music saves the world

an eye line
i really noticed

you were probably seeing more

my map got bigger then
and the other half has it's own other half

I rode a sandwich to the laundromat
put my clothes in the dryer
I rode an idea home
lifted a pen to write these words

Guilty.
But I'm not leaving you behind
Fractured.
You can still see me, right?

I wrote a list one time,
your name was on it.
one time I wrote your name down
on a list but I don't write those things anymore